Its second times of my laser. Actually i still feel scare^_^. The lady increased the power of laser that caused so much pain=). Its not easy to be on my own. Well, i have freedom but so lonely =). After the laser i only got called from Eagle. Those men who told me that he really love me are gone when i need help=) . I will never feel loved from them.
Now i put my heart and my soul on my work and study.... really tired of love. Eagle will accompany me throught this hard time. I want to visit bangkok at the end of dec but i dont think i can bcos i am short of money, many wedding invitations.








