Second Laser

Its second times of my laser. Actually i still feel scare^_^. The lady increased the power of laser that caused so much pain=). Its not easy to be on my own. Well, i have freedom but so lonely =). After the laser i only got called from Eagle. Those men who told me that he really love me are gone when i need help=) . I will never feel loved from them.
Now i put my heart and my soul on my work and study.... really tired of love. Eagle will accompany me throught this hard time. I want to visit bangkok at the end of dec but i dont think i can bcos i am short of money, many wedding invitations.

Singapore

I looked messy =(.

Dinner at restuarant along Singapore River.
 




had lucnh on top of the mountain





In a line, waiting for 4D


 

Love this photo

Water Festival

I suppose to be happy today. Its the last day of water festival...People is enjoying and cheering the precious time with their friends and family. I actually have many things in my mind. Alot has happened on the last few weeks. A plan to singapore is postponed=) and its will be postponed again or maybe cancel. I am so sad=) nobody suppose to understand. This become normal in my life....learning to accept the reality of life.
I just know a new friend from ANZ. He is friendly and he know good& cheap place to play badminton,its near my house. I wish to play with him this sunday^_^.

1th of November

Yesterday i took my customer to see the apartment. I have been looking many apartments. I almost give up on finding apartment he likes. Finally, the last chance... he is going to book on 20 november. I get alittle money from that but happy=) my work is done. There will be another process this afternoon hopefully i will success.
Hmmm i got offensive from my colleague yesterday. I got bad words here and there and i am a big girl. I can deal with alittle bit negativity. Its take more than a bunch a little words to bring me down. I know people is different and i realised how this alittle words can be ruin someone's day. Now i dont care they have negative thinking on me. I am not just saying it But i meant it. I know for sure they just Jealous with me. I have read a book its saying that: Nobody will jealous with the person who is lower than him/her. This definitely true.

Spot removal

I really hate spots on my face. It causes by sunburn. I decided to romove it by Laser skin treatment^_^. I am so scare of its side effect but i need to do it bcos it may be the best way to remove the spot. Some of my friends disagreed with me =) . As long as Eagle agree i dont care about other people. The treatment was done, the spots are appear bigger but its will be gone in 2weeks hopefully. Eagle said " i will look younger after the spots were removed^_^ " he always encourage me!!! Thank you every much honey for ur kindness to me!!

Buddy

It has been along time since i met Buddy. This morning he came to my house, helping me to install word2007. He is fine and always fine. He has new girlfriend and going to get engage next year. I am happy and jealous with his happiness^_^. when can i find my happiness? i have asked myself and havent found the answer.

20th is coming soon

I cant wait to see Eagle on 20th. Now he become the most important person in my life. He always care and worry about me. Its hurt me so bad thinking that i cant have the future with him. what am i suppose to do? can anybody answer my question? I never intended to love him. I was trying so hard to detroy all the feeling of love for him but when i saw him again, I just cant help. He always does such the sweetest thing for me. He is my type^_^ the man i have been looking for a long time. I used to think that a gentleman and romantic is existed only in the fairy tale. But when i found him i know the meaning of  love!!! I dont care what will happen, i will always love and care about him.